living a lie

there are some things i cant tell you
some things i just cant say
im beat up tired
just keeping it in
but a lie i'm living cant stay

i wish i could just shout it all out
and cling to you and cry
no matter what
no matter when
it's a lie i'll live no longer

i don't know how you're gonna see me
i don't know how you're gonna feel
all about words just empty whispers
there's nothing that can ever be the same
when you've lived a lie
nothing will stay the same

if ive torn you im just sorry
that i havent heart
if ive let you down just know
that i don't want to be apart
now that it's out i hope that nothing
nothing will ever change
please forgive me if ive lied to you
cos i didnt want to

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whoa. its beautiful. and im proud to say that i wrote that. can almost imagine the music as i read the thing. and i wrote that in 20 mins. i feel so accomplished. haha. im glad i got that off my chest. well. cant wait to turn it into music. maybe during the weekend. =D.