October 07, 2007

You

It's love and romance and a thousand sunsets with clasped hands and playful, innocent smiles. He wants to be part of two people who drown in their own little world of safety and certainty; against the loud lights of the city, against the sounds of the buses and the cars and the crowds. For the one moment when the kiss of wine-wild abandonment touches two lonely souls - he'd imagine it as a sudden hush. The roads are empty, the streets are deserted, and all you hear is the ocean breathing with the sand.


- 1/7/07

September 08, 2007

all is fair in love & war

knowing full well
that victory was certain
the corps pose

click.

best of the best
chests out
eyes shining
and exceedingly proud
of their newest advancement

the polished cylinder
dispensing death
at 58 rounds a minute

click.

from across the lines
best of the best
chests out
eyes shining

knowing full well
that victory was inevitable
at 59 rounds a minute

for in the absence of romance
equality is bitter-sweet

July 08, 2007

Portrait

In his subsequent sojourns abroad, he came across a great many things that teased his unobstrusive taste for unobstrusive passions: the colourful umbrellas that ubiquitously dotted the streets of Calcutta; the deep blue Mediteranean sky on wanton afternoons in Rome; the grungy shophouses that festooned the loud nights of Bangkok. These passions of his often mystified his friends - "Why travel to busy places? Don't you tire of them?" Love lives only in people, he replied.

He'd take photographs of children with carefully-arranged heaps of vegetables on varying corners of their dinner plates. Maybe write about little old ladies who haggle (with a vengeance) about the price of chicken, and then about the equally vengeful butchers who slam down their cleavers really hard, secretly hoping that their chickens were little old ladies. He'd sit at the beach, and marvel not at the sunset, but at the dozens of other people who do - young couples, old couples; families, friends, lone persons. Every individual sat upon a world of unimaginable wonder, he said to me one morning, as we were rowing out to sea. Love speaks of fraility in the face of courage, and courage in the eye of fraility. The soft sunlight danced upon the sea in the exuberance he beseeched; and then I understood.

"Beauty spurns life, for life is never short enough," read his obitutary, a few weeks later. "But beauty will never live, for life can never end."


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I've started an online word bank! And this is one of its by-products ^_^

May 11, 2007

please park bus!

the little box says
for your own safety please
do not cross the park ding dong
vrhhhhhmmmmm whiiiiish another one bites the dust

the noisy buses in a merry-go-round
round and round the park that's
never crossed for your own safety ding dong
vrrrrrrrrrhhhhhmm whuuuushhhh

ouch ouch but
for your own safety ding dong
please do not cross
the bus [park] will this one stop?
vrrrrrrhhhhhmmmmmm whooooshhh another one bites the dust but please
for your safety do not cross the bus park

please ding dong
please park bus


// really blessed to be in CAP this year - i'll get to see why bing and royCE had so much fun!

March 31, 2007

RJC Applicants for CAP 2007!!1@!

Hi peeps,

Some of us did a bit of poking around on the website for the Creative Arts Programme and found out that to apply, we not only need to send in our hard-copies with a Letter of Undertaking (via Ms Alethea Lim) but also submit an online application form. Contacted Ms Lim about it - she's not too sure but says we should sign up first anyways.

Submission of online applications is 2 April 2007.

The Online form can be found here: http://www.gebsp.moe.gov.sg/CAP/Forms/RegistrationForm.aspx?type=jc

The CAP Website:
http://www.gebsp.moe.gov.sg/CAP/index.htm

happy registering,
<3 pos3rs

March 27, 2007

yayness

there is a tree that stands big and tall and deep in the city
far from the rest of the living
and when the wind blows
its little leaves come raining down
like little tear drops
and the others everyday cry out
saying won't you come back
when will it be

But the little green leaf on the branch is fading
and one day she too will fall
brown and plummeting and splashing
upon the earth

Yet for now she clings
knowing it matters not
how fast she falls
but how long she lasts
in the city
upon the branches
there will be five leaves
then four
then three
then two
then one
then

// finally a piece written this year. about the big tree outside rj D: oh but welcome back bing!!

March 26, 2007

Only a bowl of fruits on the glass table top. Strange, I don't remember those we drew for art in primary school as being cut into neat geometric shapes. Still life always contained within it the shady hints of motion. A dry silence, although noise is just a click away. I am trying desperately to feel, but I doubt anything here can teach me how to. What would I find if I were to trace the history of this living room? I imagine myself to be inside a portrait on the wall, watching everything that has taken place in this inhabited space. What joy was born within these walls, what lively conversations made, what memories left behind? Or did the only human touch here belong to a man watching his TV with a bag of peanuts, or to a dinner for a family who watched the food more than each other? The fruits, again. I am about to take one more piece when an itch begins to form above my left brow; I scratch it furiously.

In a long time

Then there are the simpler questions, such as, what do I live for? And I could offer plenty of answers, but each would prompt me to search for another one. So I avoid the question, all the while wondering if it's even worth asking. Ideals? They are as firm as water. Hopes die young; new ones are awoken as quickly as night touches day. Dreams are better hidden away, savoured alone. It's not that I like being caught up in such generalizations and empty philosophies, it's just that sometimes in, in desperation, I have to reach for the simplest explanations I can find. I don't have the courage to admit to myself that I look for reasons to live mainly for comfort, to quell the rowdy regrets in my chest; maybe all we need to do is stay beautifully alive, or maybe it's not a question of what, but who.


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Seems I died and came back. Giving up the poetry - all style and no feeling. Time to focus on what I really need to say. Regards, B.