sleep forever. in pieces.

Dem orange peels,
Scatter on da seenk,
I see dem rotting bananah peels,
Stinkin' smelli in dat been
Hah, no mor 'o dem vegertable peels
I throws dem all outta da window
Nyah, hyah!

I wanna da peels, them peels, doctah
I loves dem sleeping peels...




[something on the suicide topic tonight. But i think royce is very scary :P Dearie me, seems like everyone else on this blogga-thingga-ma-jig is like angsty/serious/dramatic/cryptic. That's why they are CAP material. I didn't get no cap. Apparently. Oh well, let me post something dramatic too, on the same theme]



a moment before the ground

why do you look down on me so?
am i inferior?
the basest of the base?
i must be

why do you say you can survive without me?
am i expendable?
the person there for the moment?
i'm probably not your friend

don't you care?
care about my feelings?
care to empathise?
care to understand?

you claim nothing
but you tell everything
saying you don't
and showing you do

whenever you talk
i feel it
whenever you act
i sense it

maybe its my fault
i don't know as much
live as much
think as much

perhaps i'm not fast enough
not good enough
not close enough
not important enough

maybe i'm not here
maybe i'm invisible
maybe i'm too different

too gone to be noticed

i'm sorry

i'm so sor-



[this may seem a bit too familiar to some of you. who? dunno. its a bit 'aww' too. dunno. cannot make it? dunno la :D gonna be sleeping in class tmw sigh.]